Cornered
in my room at night,
It’s
the twinkles I stalk…
Reminding
me of promises,
I
have to live up…
I
made them to myself,
To
fight the world…
‘Cause
for all you’d ever know,
It’s
twisted and curled!!
(Time alone sometimes is all that is needed to understand what you really want out of life, and what you’re really doing for it.)
Darkest of all, coldest of cold
This
day of life, I hate the most.
My
eyes are red, my heart blue
‘Cause
I strongly detest what you have to do.
No
bad wound, and no love lost
The
pain gifted is the worst of worst.
The
crest is where I’m losing hope
‘Cause
I can’t see a world of scope.
Had
I been you, I’d never do this
It’s
not the gift, but the reason I quest.
If
you think I’m falling, then to your thoughts…
Yes
I am…not forever, but to stand!
If
you see me breaking, then to your sight…
Yes
I am…not forever, I shall soon pick up the pieces!
If
you still care, then to your love
Yes
I’m crying, a part of me’ dying …
Not
forever, cause I have your hand!
They
say life’s not going to be easy, but it’s going to be worth it…
And
to the saying… I can’t even love to hate you.
‘Cause
deep inside I know you’re there
For
the times I fright, the worst nightmares!!
Cornered
in my room at night,
It’s
the twinkles I stalk…
Reminding
me of promises,
I
have to live up…
I
made them to myself,
To
fight the world…
‘Cause
for all you’d ever know,
It’s
twisted and curled!!
<<
These are the confessions of a lost hope to the one who sees it all, hears it
all, and plays it all àThe Creator, GOD!!>>
What
you did remains a secret in the deepest corners of my heart!!
P.S
Yes, time alone sometimes is needed to understand what you actually want from
life. But not for what you’re doing for it…cause you don’t do anything, all of
it just happens!
P.P.S
Hating you (god) is impossible, so out of no choice left… I still love you!!
